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I woke up 3am and again just didn't feel quite ready to push the legs. I got as far as dressed in my cold weather gear because of course it is still 24 degrees out, but turned back for another day of rest. Everyday that goes by is one more reason not follow through on this race. So far it's mostly just time I've put in. There's the race fee, but I wouldn't in cure the lodging or other travel costs if I pull out now. The whole point of the race was to have a shot at Boston and that is slipping by each day I'm off my feet. Its wild how I can go 700 miles in 14 weeks and then loose all the confidence in the mater of 10 days. sheesh. Or Run the race. See how I do maybe qualify for Chicago then put my feet up for the rest of the year and do some smaller 10k or 1/2 races. Or Run the race and then do the last chance Boston race in September 7 (sign up in july) Winning is fun. Hitting goals is fun. Not running is not fun. Missing the mark is not fun. Perhaps I would ...