Running with nothing to lose
When I went full send for the marathon this weekend I had nothing to lose. I've given that a bit more thought. I don't think of my general outlook as either optimistic or one of doom and gloom either. I'd like to think my perspective I am somewhere in the middle. So approaching the race with a nothing to lose attitude is an exceptional step. It means starting with a mental state in a position that will keep any large waves of disappointment at bay, no mater the outcome. Do I feel a little disappointed I didn't hit the huge goal? Yeah, but nothing on the scale I suspect I would if I geared myself up with higher expectations or took the big goal too seriously. Running is a hobby. It is supposed to be fun. Hard at times, perhaps, but what's the point of hobbies if there isn't some sort of fulfillment in them? I am not mowing the lawn or washing floors as a hobby. There should be freedom to fail at hobbies. Perhaps some failures will be more expensive than others,...