more than just about a race

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6 easy effort miles and I loved them
First run of the season with leggings. 
Went groceryshopping with the kids and got a menu plan together for the week. It sì all happening so fast now. Hard to believe it is almost over. Its been such a good cycle. It's felt hard and without a doubt challenging, but never impossible. My body just kept waking g up and I kept putting one foot in front of the other. I keep saying it, but what ever happens on Saturday I am a proud of the effort and dedication day in and out. I feel the fresh feeling of "if I can do this... What else is possoble?!?!" much like I did way back when I finished my first marathon 2 years ago. An hour a day of focused work on a singular task for 4.5 months wasn't easy all the time, but it sure feels good now.

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